Monday, June 1, 2015
Blog #10 So grumpy.
So I have decided rather then dealing with Tyler and all of his gay ass messages trying to get me back I am just ignoring him. I am ignoring him by losing my phone on purpose and letting it die, not charging it unless I need to. I am also doing this to avoid all the other fuck boys trying to get with me and the drama that comes with them. I just don't want to be locked down this summer and fight and stress about boys. I also just do not have an urge to talk to anyone. At this point I am starting to become a bitch who hates every guy. Its all because of Tyler, he broke my heart but still won't let go which hurts more and more everyday. I guess my way of being strong is being pissed at every guy who likes me. I know that's fucked up but I can't deal with somebody else trying to be "my person". I don't want to tell someone how my day is everyday when it sucks everyday. Okay maybe I'm being a little dramatic. My life isn't that bad and my days are kind of good but when talking to another guy it sucks because I feel like I should be talking to Tyler. I know he sucked as a boyfriend but he took up a lot of my life. He just became such a perv and a fuck boy towards the end of our relationship and he is still the same now that we broke up. I don't know guys are so cute but they are assholes. Anyways I am going to bed because I am just in that mood today Later bitches xoxo!